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2007年5月30日 (水)

実習終了&Praise GOD!

久しぶりのUPで~す(^^)♪


この前の金曜日に無事、保育園での2週間の実習を終わらせ、昨日実習中のレポートなどなどが詰まったフォルダーを提出しました☆

これが三回目の実習だったけど、本当に実習は毎回どんどんハードになってって体力的にもだいぶ消耗しました・・・(^^;

だけど、保育園では子供たちと、他のスタッフの人達ともすごくいい時間が過ごせて楽しかった(^^♪ ありがと~神様☆



そして、その実習真っ盛りのなか、日本から私の大切な大切な友達がオーストラリアに遊びに来たの☆

せっかく大事な友達がきてるのに、実習が忙しすぎてあんまり一緒にすごす時間が取れなくて、悲しい気持ちにもなったけど、でも、神様のプランを信じてた。

私の都合なんかどうでも良かったんだね。そりゃ、いっぱいその子と過ごす時間があったらそれに越したことは無かったんだけど、神様は、私の友達にとって、神様にとってベストなタイミングで、彼女をここに連れてきてくれたんだ☆

すごく祈ったし、絶対の絶対に神様は、すごくすごく大事な意味があって、彼女をここに連れてきてくれたんだった思ってた。そして、絶対に神様は私とジェーンの祈りを聞いてくれると思ってた。絶対に彼女を助けてくれるって。

そりゃ、人間だし、がっかりしたりもする。傷ついたりもする。怖かったりもする。受け入れたくないこともある。

私を傷つけるもの。

もちろんそれは神様が望んでいないこと。

悲しくて、たくさん泣いたよ。

神様の前では正直になれるから。

私にできるたった一つのことは、祈ることだけだったから、祈った。

最後の最後まで、祈るしかなかった。

だけど、最後の最後に、神様は、最高のものを私達に用意してくれていた。

嬉しくて、また泣いた。

神様は、祈りに答えてくれた。

そして、神様も、悲しくて辛かったんだって分かった。

今、神様もすごく嬉しいんだろうって分かる。


私たちの天のお父さん、本当にありがとう。

祝福された時間をありがとう。彼女との出会いを本当に感謝します。

神様、本当に大大大好き!!

まだまだ試練はあるけれど、いつも神様を信じてついて行くからね☆

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2007年5月 5日 (土)

Pre Prac! 事前実習

昨日は、今月の14日から始まる実習で行く、保育園事前実習に行ってきたよ☆ I went to the childcare centre for pre prac yesterday.

超ラッキーなことに、その実習先は私が今住んでるところから、徒歩3分のところなの!!実習中は、本当に一分一秒でも無駄にしたくないから、近い実習先で本当に感謝(^^♪  Luckly, the centre is just 3 minutes walk from where I live!! I really appreciate that because I can't waste even a minute during prac.

そして、今回は初めての公立の保育園♪(昨日行ってみて初めて分かったんだけど・・・) And this was my first visit to the community based centre.

今回が3回目の実習とはいっても、やっぱり毎回初めて保育園を訪れるときは超緊張する(>_<) Even this is my third prac, I still get nervous when visiting the centre for the first time.

でも、行ってみたら、先生達もすごくいい人達で、私の指導の先生は、TAFEも大学も行ったらしく、実習の大変さとかも分かってくれて、すごく協力的で実習生に理解を示してくれたよ。 But all the staff were very nice to me and my supervisour told me that she has done TAFE and uni, and she understands how hard is our prac and she is happy to help us.

子供なら問題ないんだけど、やっぱり英語ばっかりの環境で、しかも慣れない初めての場所で、実習っていうプレッシャーの中で、スタッフの人達といい関係を築くのって、いつもとっても大変に感じるけど、今回はなんだかとっても安心したよ☆ I always find that it is difficult to interact with staff at the centre because it is only Englush environment, I'm not used to the centre, and the huge pressure from the amount of the work I need to do during prac. BUt I feel a bit relieved at this centre.

私が今まで行った保育園の中では一番大きくて、運動場も広いし、パッと見いろんな面白そうなモノがあった。お医者さんごっこのセットとか☆ The centre is the biggest one compared to the last two centres and has big playground. They had lots of interesting resources as well.

オーストラリアの保育園って、日本の保育園と比べるとすごく規模も小さいんだ。そのぶん数は多いと思うんだけど。 Childcare centres in Aus are much smaller than japanese ones but there are more centres than in Japan.

こっちでは色々規則も厳しいから、先生一人につき子供5人とかなの。だからたくさん先生がいるんだよね。運動場もそんなに広くないけど、ちゃんと影になってるエリアが必要だったり、地面がやわらかいゴムでカバーされてたり、芝生じゃないとだめだったり。でもそういうのって、全部子供を守るためで、すごいなぁって思う。There are lots of laws and regulations about childcare and staff ratio is also strict. So there are more staff per child than in JApan. There has to be shaded area, soft fall or grass area in the play ground. But they are all to protect our children.

今回の実習先は公立保育園ってこともあるせいか、すごく子供の扱い方とかが学校で習ったことにそってて、きっちりしてるイメージがあって、好印象だった☆  I had good impression on the centre because of the way how they treat children and the settings, which are pretty much along what I have learned at TAFE. (We learn the most ideal childcare at TAFE)

実習中にやらなきゃいけないことは死ぬほどあって、絶対大変だけど、いつも実習中は寝る時間削られまくってるけど、なんだか今回の実習先は今までで一番楽しみかも(^^♪ There are so much stuff to do during prac and I know it's not be really hard and I always have to stay up late for my work, I'm actually looking forward to this prac.

今回は実習自体もやるタスクがかなり多い上に、実習中に日本から大切な大切な友達が来るから、彼女とどうしても一緒にすごす時間を作りたい。なので、本当にクレイジーなスケジュールになると思うけど、全力で頑張るよ!! Thsi time, there are more tasks to do for prac than last two pracs. What's more, my best friend is coming from Japan and I really really wanna spend time with her. SO it's gonna be crazy schedule, but I'll do it!!

神様、今回の実習先を与えてくれて本当に感謝します。 Dear God, thal you for giving me such a nice centre for my prac.

どうか、私にこの実習を無事に乗り越えるだけの知恵と知識、体力を与えてください。そして私の友達とすごす時間を祝福してください。私たちの健康が守られますように。私一人の力では到底乗り越えられなくても、あなたが一緒にいてくださるおかげで、乗り越えられることに感謝します。イエス様の御名によってお祈りします。アーメン! I pray, Lord, that you would give me wisdom, knowledge and strength to do well in this prac. Please bless our time with my friend in Aus. I thank you Lord, that even if I can't do it by my own strength, I can do it with you. In Jesus name, I pray. Amen!

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2007年5月 4日 (金)

Ps. Rod from JLH - English Version

Sorry that I'm updating English version so late.


Anyway, I finally met Ps. Rod from Jesus Life House in Tokyo!!

He preached at all 4 services in Lighthosue church.

He message was so awsome!!

He aslo told us funny story about Japan. lol

I was a bit embarrased among my Aussie friends....

because everyone laughed so hard when he said

"When Japanese people get surprised, they say 'Heee~~~~'"

But, Ps.Rod is a wonderful pastor!!

His Japanses was really good as well!

He told us "Oyaji Gyagu" which is Dad's joke in Japanse.

He saw berries on yoghurt and said

"Uhmmm, berries....Very Yammy NE! Haha~~~ Oyaji Gyagu!!"

He is so funny....lol

God's arragement was just awsome because we had two new Japanses girls attended  the service and both of them could come to the lunch with Ps. Rod!!  We don't usually have Japanse people at our church now except me and Yuki who started coming from this year.

But those two grils said they really enjoyed the service and wanted to come again!!

Our God is awsome and always give us the best timing hey!! Thank you God!!



And...... I have done my mission!!!!

I had something important to say to Ps. Rod!

I promissed it to Jane!!

What I said to Ps. Rod was........

"Ps. Rod, please build Jesus Life house church in Osaka!!"

I heard from someone that it's gonna be in 2009! But I can't wait that long!!

BUt but but...Ps. Rod said

"Next year! Definitely!!"

He told me that there are already some psople who want to be a member of the team to built a new church in Osaka.

I said to him "I want to serve there! I want to help JLH in Osaka!!"

Then Ps. Rod told me many things that I need to do!

He is so quick!! I just met him on that day hey.

Anyway, it's good that he is so passionate an so am I!!

Well, firstly, he asked me if I can come to the meeting to prepare building up the team to build a new church in Osaka. Of course I said YES! Well, after I get back to JApan.

Then, he said to me that I need to connect with the people who want to come to JLH in Osaka. He asked me if I have "mixi" and to advertise about JLH in Osaka in mixi!! (I was surprised that he knew about mixi! lol)

So I advitise abotu it here now!!

Jesus Life House in Osaka will be starting from mid 2008 in Shinsaibashi!! Jesus Life House in Tokyo is a great church and JLH in Osaka will be great as well!! So if anyone wants to come to the church, want to help or just wanna have a look, please let me know!!!  YOu can send me an email. (chihiro12g@hotmail.co.jp)

The last thing he said to me was.......

"You have to be a good interpretor when you get back to Japan!"

Well......this is a bit difficult request.... I found interpretting is hard when my mum came to AUs.

I was translating mum's Japanses to English when we went to Jane's parents' house.

I translated 26 to.........  "Twenty - ROKU(six in Japanses)"

I got confused .......

So I can't do it with my own ability becasue I don't have good interpretor skills.

But if they need me to be a interpretor, why not? I will do it!! I know God will help me and give me wisdome.



Ps. Rod preached us about "Something lost, something gained" at the night service.

He said sometimes we have to give up something to live for God's purpose and in God's plan.

But God said we will gain more than we lose.

GIVE UP to GO UP!!

If we step forward, we will get more than we lose.


For me , I will give up Lighthosue church and my God's family here to go back to Japan and serve God in Osaka JLH.

I was born again here as a Christain.

I grew up here as a Christian.

I have all my sisters and brothers here.

The hardedest thing is to leave where Jane is.

I have known Jane since I wasn't Christian. So she knows all the struggles and attacks I had gone through. She know how I grew up. When she came back to Australia from Japan, we started Japanese Lifegroup and God's blessing was on us. Tow of the girls in the lifegroup got saved!!

She always gives me advices and encouragement as my leader, but also we always share struggles, sadness and joy as best friends!!

I'm sure we see each other on this earth again because she will visit Japan again and I will visit here again. BUt it's not gonna be the same as now.

If I wanna stay in my comfort zone, I'm sure I would stay here.

TO be honest, I feel a bit scared to go back to Japan.

I know some peopple who walked away from God after going back to Japan.

How is devil gonna attack my faith?

HOw am I gonna overcoem the difference of sense of value from my non-christain family.

I think if I just wanna protect my relatiohship with God and don't wanna be toched by anyone, I wouldn't go back because I think it's too dangerous. I know there is gonna be more attacks towards Christians in Japan.

But I don't wanna have God's love all to my self.

I wanna tell God's perfect love to my family, friends and people who are looking for true love!!

When the girls in my lifegroup got saved, it was my best best best moment I've ever had!!

I think the happiest moment is when I see people get saved and find ture love and hope in God. I wanna see more people will find the meaning of life!!

I often hear this message

"Get out of your comfort zone to grow up!!"

"I want more and more Japanses people to know about Jesus and accept him.

I want to help JLH in Osaka. I want more wonderful churches in JApan!!"

I believe that these passions I have is the same passions God has.

SO I'm gonna get out of my comfort zone and be challenged!!

I know God's gonna protect me!!

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